I don't know

I'm baaack. I don't really know what to write here, actually. I don't even know if i'm still able to write something that makes sense in english. I don't speak it since seven months. I have a lot of news to write down here, likeeee..

{random news LIST:
✖ i'm twenty, now! i feel soooo old (and i'm not kidding.)
✖ i'm finally attending a music university in ferrara, and i'm very happy about it. Finally my dream has come true.
✖ i want to learn everything about JAZZ, 'cause i feel veeery ignorant
✖ unfortunately, i'm not happy at all, 'cause.. i don't want to talk about it.
✖ i'm tired of people.. in this period i feel like there is no hope for me to find somebody who understands me, and trusts me completely. It is terrible to find out that everyone you thought you knew DOESN'T REALLY KNOW YOU AT ALL. I know it's not so easy understanding me, but i really love everyone that just gives a try. I don't know if that makes sense.
✖ i definetely fell in love with Lucio Battisti.
✖ i forgot how to use my Deviant Art Q_Q
✖ i forgot how to use my heart
✖ i also forgot how to use my mind
✖ i wanna be HAPPY
✖ i wanna be understood
✖ i wanna be ME with everyone
✖ i really really REALLY want to know HIM.


STOP, my complaining list is finnaly finished. Now i'll desappear and appear again in 2012 (kidding.)

Byyyyyyeeeeee!